Where did it go???

I did a post yesterday.  I just pulled up my blog to update what I had written yesterday and it's gone!
 G.O. N. E.  How in the world does an existing post published on a blog disappear?  It's not even just "saved" under all my posts.  It's gone!

I'm upset.  I really wanted that one.  If any of you see a post called, "Do it all again" running around blog land, please let me know.

What was I going to add to it?  Well, I wrote about my uncle that served in the Vietnam war and how he told my family on Monday night that he would do it all again so that D or any of my boys wouldn't have to go.  I was teary.  I thought about myself and the fact that I was burned.  I've always said that I was glad that it had been me and not one of my beautiful young boys or my husband that was so diligent in his studies to someday provide for us.  I would do it all again so that someone else wouldn't have to go through it despite knowing all that I do about what I went through.  I just spoke to my sister on the phone that delivered her baby yesterday.  Her baby has some complications and she is in the NICU right now.   Each time I speak or text my sister I think she is dealing with this gracefully.  Knowing myself and my anxiety I can't even imagine.  Just before getting off the phone she said, "I'm glad it's us.  We've been through this before so it's kind of like, bring it on!"  I got teary again and told her what I had posted yesterday.  I'm humbled at my uncle's and now sister's responses and the fact that I've heard that two times just this past week when I don't think I've ever even heard that before. 

Keep my sister's baby in your prayers.  I love you Land your new baby M.  *Hugs*